Holy Week

Okay. So I was scared.

I was browsing over the internet about the original sins. Then I came across the mortal and deadly sins. I looked at the deadly sins and it says there are seven that we MUST avoid. These are lust, gluttony, greed, wrath, pride, envy, and sloth.

Well at first, these weren't quite scary. What scared me was the details as to how this sins were described.

Alright, starting this point on, I will be writing what has been committed to memory late this afternoon. I must not cheat so as not to have my thoughts get biased if I will browse over the content from the internet.

Uhmm how should I put this. I know for a fact the masturbation is a sin. And I also know that, man as I am, I can't control myself. I watch porn, I indulge in very immoral thoughts, and I lust for women. I, myself, have not gotten to any sexual intercourse. I would not want to somehow put salt to the injury I have inflicted myself.

Porn has somehow, hmmm, excited and made my mind more creative. Well, the positions and how you do the foreplay to.. getting back to the original discussion. I was totally surprised when I learned that oral whatnots during sexual intercourse is a big no-no. I mean I enjoy watching those ladies do that to.. well.. Anal sex is also a HUGE no-no. Then again, I do enjoy the screams of.. My goodness!

Yes, yes. I keep on saying that I will do my best to stop those immoral acts. I admit, I have been trying and failing and trying and failing. It's an endless cycle of me failing to try and do my best to just stop all this craziness I've been doing.

Aside from all things related to sex, what also surprised me are these things:
.despair
.feeling sorry for one's self
.apathy; I've known this for quite a while but it still surprises me
.and what the book of Proverbs wrote
A proud look
A lying tongue
Hands that shed innocent blood
A heart that devises wicked plots
Feet that are swift to run into mischief
A deceitful witness that uttereth lies
Him that soweth discord among brethren

Now, that I got to review this, I just realized how sinful I am. The proud look; the lying tongue; a heart that devices evilness. My goodness!