That would have been so nice if it hadn't ended.
So many requirements with so little time. Exams are coming up like hair growing on my chin.
It has been a difficult second semester for me. It's like the MOST mind-racing, energy-draining, and time-consuming time in my entire life.
I wish I was a clockstopper and just make time stop as I demand. Maybe I could be Flash or Superman so that I can finish all creeping requirements in an instant.
But no! That couldn't be. I'm only human and my job is to suffer all these things that YOU, God, has given me. I could only curse me under my breath for not doing my job well. I was assigned like a point guard in a basketball team. I should be the one directing the tempo of the game. I should set the pace. I should drive, make openings and go for the goal. But I have been weak recently. Seems like I don't have enough energy to carry the ball all the way to the middle court. I want a substitute. I wan to quit this game and try another one with the hopes of doing it better the next time.
I was kind of wanting life to be like that.
Oh well, I just have to breathe deeply, focus on the game plan, and continue on this game of life. There will be no substitutes. I have to do this alone but of course with the help of my teammates just and ONLY for the greater glory of our GOOD LORD.
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