PRC

Hana just gave me a text message that they will be going to PRC and file whatever needs to be filed in order to take the board exams. Good for them!

While as for me, I'm still waiting for the most wanted person that is Engr. Nestor Sy. He doesn't seem to care! We have been waiting for almost two weeks now for his approval or signature so that we will be able to change our grades and therefore acquire our TOR.

I am here now studying Geotechnical Engineering when Hana gave me the text.

Problems just keep on coming, don't they? Well let them come!

By the way, I want to give Apple a text message to check how she's doing. I can't. Damn!

Comedy

You know why I love comedy among all movie genres? It's because I just forget all about my problems momentarily and just laugh my heart out. It's really good medicine for a person like me who always keeps his problems in his heart.

Actually, my heart feels really, really, really, REALLY heavy right now. So if I die one of this days, you may want to consider the weight of my heart instead of some illness.

After watching each comedy movie, the problems become to sink in. Just like the waves of the sea that come crashing down on the rocks whenever there is a storm.

We all have problems, yes, but I take everything into heart. You see me as a happy person in general, but inside I'm having a battle with myself.

My biggest problem as of the moment is whether or not to take the board exams this November. Mom has been scolding me again since I've been too lax lately; watching movies and stuff. I then thought of my actions. There are consequences but I just wanna forget all of those.

I am not a drinker that is why I indulge in watching movies; getting in the character, travelling the world while comfortably sitting on the sofa, laugh like there is no tomorrow, and just sitting there thinking of nothing but having fun.

I also am the type where even if I am the one whose back is already against the wall I still cheer people up. I don't want anyone in my surroundings to feel bad, you know. Even if I don't like the person, I always do my best to strike conversation. I don't want to build grudge in my heart and I've managed to make it into another feeling. That feeling is making my heart heavy.

Just a few minutes ago, Apple once again gave me a message regarding our relationship. She's having a hard time. While I really don't care about what other people say about me, she, on the other hand, does. She just cares so much about other people that she even doesn't know what will make her happy anymore.

Am I just rambling? I'm talking rubbish, aren't I?

That is just what I'm feeling right now. All mixed up about the not so trivial things in life.

Goddess of Hearth

It was a magical night. It was a night where I witnessed a girl who transformed into a beautiful young lady. Just like a butterfly coming out from its cocoon, so did Eudelyn Faye became one of the more stunning ladies that I've known personally.

The night didn't really start well for her. She was crying as she arrived in the venue. The ceremony was about an hour delayed. She arrived late.

But that didn't mean that the night would continue to be not good. It was amazing. As she went out of the room, all eyes were on her as she strode through the crowd going to the stage.

As usual, she was still her old self. Her boyish self that everyone learned to love.

The 18 roses were done alongside the 18 candles. A routine that was kinda new to me since what I know was that the roses and the candles were done separately. Anyway, everybody had fun. The boys and a few men danced with the debutant. I was expecting some drama, but Eudz just kept on smiling. The ladies, meanwhile, gave funny, encouraging, and unexpected messages to the celebrant. A few close friends gave away some secrets that was a bit funny and awkward at the same time. I winced with every untold story that they told about her. But I thought, "real friends are always brutally honest." And they went for the jugular for every time they talked. :))

The 18 treasures came. I was one of them. I wasn't prepared with what I will say to her. I wasn't able to get a chance to know her better. I wasn't able to invite her out to lunch. I wasn't able to exchange text messages with her very often. I wasn't able to talk to her on the phone for hours. But I was able to send the message to her that actually came from my heart.

Hey, Eudelyn Faye! First of all, I would like to say that you look so stunning tonight. I've never seen anyone so beautiful!

(Talking to audience) I asked her about what she wanted for her birthday because I don't really know what to give her. I thought of giving her a watch because a watch gives time; and as long as there is time, so will I be there for her. I thought of giving her a book, but she told me that she easily gets bored. So I decided to give her this (raising gift bag).

(Talking to Eudz)This gift gives messages from the Bible. There are cards here that you will pick out everyday. May this gift always make you remember that God is always there for you, we are here for you, and I will always be here for you.

Happy Birthday!

I wanted to give her a kiss but I couldn't fathom the reason why I couldn't. Up until now, I still don't know why.

I also wanted to give more words of encouragement but I guess that saying it once wouldn't really help. I mean, she can't remember everything, right? :>

So, I hope and I pray that she will continue to blossom and become the wonderful lady that God wanted of her.

Happy Birthday, my dear! :)