Prom '05

There are parts that I couldn't quite remember. For instance the things I talked to Apple about. The time where she told me that I asked for a dance but when she was on the dance floor, I left her there.

WTF HAPPENED? WHY CAN'T I REMEMBER IT? FML!

Also, she told me that I gave her a bracelet. I guess I did, but I don't remember what the bracelet looked like.

Are there more things that I somehow erased from my memory during that time?

Looking at the picture here in my desk, I think I was the one who gave her the rose. But where on earth did I buy it?

What went wrong? I thought I liked her, why didn't I pursue her then? Why did I forget these things? Is it because of frustration? Is it because of the fear of rejection? Why?!