There are parts that I couldn't quite remember. For instance the things I talked to Apple about. The time where she told me that I asked for a dance but when she was on the dance floor, I left her there.
WTF HAPPENED? WHY CAN'T I REMEMBER IT? FML!
Also, she told me that I gave her a bracelet. I guess I did, but I don't remember what the bracelet looked like.
Are there more things that I somehow erased from my memory during that time?
Looking at the picture here in my desk, I think I was the one who gave her the rose. But where on earth did I buy it?
What went wrong? I thought I liked her, why didn't I pursue her then? Why did I forget these things? Is it because of frustration? Is it because of the fear of rejection? Why?!
I was a soldier. I had a tiny gun but with awesome power. It had a sniper, a very little sniper. It was so small that I had a hard time looking through it. The enemies were so far that they couldn't be seen by the naked eye. But when used the gun, I could see them. Since they are so far, I only see them as very small beings also.
Its power was incredible. It doesn't fire bullets, rather, it fires some sort of signal. The signal was, when I die, the ammo in front of me will fire straight to them. And it's no just some ammo, it was high powered ammo.
Okay, I may alter this dream a bit but I think those guys were the big fish and I was the last man standing in my army. I was the last hope, the hero to have these guys killed. Okay, that's it. Heh!
There were seven of them. Each of them has been locked except for one. When the left most guy was about to be locked, they discovered me. I don't know how but they just did.
I ran and boy, they are sprinters! They caught me up in no time.
We were in some open field with veggies on it. The cornered me. I turned around, dropped the gun, knelt, put my hands at the back of my head, and closed my eyes. I was prepared to die.
Two of them came near me. I slightly opened my eyes but can't see their faces because of the scorching sun. They mumbled things and laughed. They had high powered ammos, too. Those two killed me by putting bullet holes in my left and right chest.
Alas, my ammos took off! Six of them died except for one.
Apple Jean discovered that I died. The survivor of the seven was hiding somewhere in the veggies dressed like a civilian and was recording everything he saw.
I was a ghost already.
This part is somehow tricky.
Rommel Pareja was also there bringing with him a laptop. Apple Jean's friend saw the necklace with a pendant "A" and gave it to her; she smiled. She murmured to her friend that the guy back there was the one who killed me.
I'm guessing that Rommel can see me. I think we chatted. I think he's a ghost, too. 'Coz when Apple Jean sat to where Rommel was sitting, Rommel was possessed by Apple.
I cried. I told her that I love her and cried. And she said, "Never give up!"
I call you And you call me It's funny how we get on so easily
I heard this song while we were going back home from Talisay. We were invited for a dinner. As I listened to the song, I somehow realized that the latest happenings of my life is reflected in this song. And Apple Jean is the biggest part of it.
We're just friends Aren't we? You've got yours I've got mine And friends are all we ever can be
It has been a while since I got this feeling. The feeling of being happy knowing that there is someone out there whom you can tell everything about anything.
We're getting to know each other A little too well
It was around 5 years ago (as of this writing) that I met a girl that I never knew would affect my life this big. It was sad when I found out that she was somewhere and no one knows where that is. I was very lucky to have gotten in touch with her just this year.
We're starting to show our feelings And people can tell(ooh, people can tell)
It was because of Facebook, Yahoo! Messenger, Smart Mobile, Sun Cellular that I was able to get in touch with her.
Every time that your eyes meet mine I light up like a neon sign
After 5 years, 3 months, and 2 days, we got to see each other again. It was a mere 5 minute conversation but I guess, it was enough to cancel that longing I had just to see her again. And boy, I tell ya, she looked wonderful that night.
Yes, we're getting to know each other A little too well
Even though, we just met after that long, there was no trace of awkwardness between us. Everything was natural. I guess, it's because we've been communicating with other a lot more than we are supposed to.
We have lunch every now and then And I find myself humming love songs again and again
Whenever I think about her and me getting together, I get this feeling of inferiority. It's just that, she has been exposed to the real world already and I haven't. But is that supposed what I should be thinking? Well, actually, every time I think about her, energy just flows through my veins.
Oh, and too many nights I'm workin' til ten
She now works in a call center. She's in the graveyard shift. I get stingy when I think about the time of her work. I think it's just not right. We have our own graveyard shift back in the days when she wasn't working.
And I hope that you know That it's hopeless to go on when...
But I am in no absolute hurry. I am letting nature take its course. I will not make the same mistake of hurrying a relationship. I was able to wait for 5 long years, I might as well be able to wait 5 more if I want to get to know her better.
But we're getting to know each other A little too well (Getting to know each other A little too well) We're starting to show our feelings And people can tell (ooh, people can tell) Every time that your eyes meet mine I light up lilke a neon sign Yes, we're getting to know each other
And for the record, I hope I'm not the only one having these feelings.
In 36 hours, drastic changes will come upon the Philippines. New leaders will be elected to direct and bring the Philippines to its heels from being down to its knees. Well, at least that's what I'm thinking of.
It will be my first time voting therefore, I will make sure that I will use my entire knowledge in electing for the new officers that will lead me, and my country.
Here is the list of my favored leaders:
President: Dick Gordon
VPresident: Bayani Fernando
Senators:
Bongbong Marcos
Risa Hontiveros
Adel Tamano
Gilbert Remulla
Pia Cayetano
Miriam Santiago
Johnny Enrile
Alex Lacson
Danny Lim
Serge Osmeña
Frank Drilon
Roco, Sonia
Party-List: A Teacher
Member (House of Reps): Ashley Acedillo
Mayor: Mike Rama
VMayor: Joy Young
Board Members:
Nida Cabrera
Alvin Dizon
Fritz Quiñanola
Kap Garganera
Jerry Guardo
Raymond Garcia
James Ang
Edgar Labella
There you have it folks. These are my top bets for this Monday's election.
I will just keep in mind that it's not these people who will "win" but the Philippines.
This is one big step for all Filipinos all over the world and it's up to the winners how they will show the respect the Philippines deserve.
I was watching Whose Line Is It Anyway with my brother after our midday meal. After which, he took a bath and I was browsing over some sites here. I checked my Facebook account and updated my status.
Most of my friends had the same status; they were talking about the sun. I didn't mind it at first but when they already uploaded pictures, I had to see it for myself.
There it was. The magnificent sun surrounded by a colorful ring. I took a photo of it for keepsake.
This is my status on Facebook right after I saw this:
finally! another way to look at the recent days. God is sending the Philippines a message: not to fight over politics and to just look at how wonderful he created the world. He says, "Look at the sun, I'm making it fun for all of you to see!" NICE! :D
Well, you see, these past few days has been restless for most Filipinos. In 3 days, all of us will be voting for the next national and local leaders. And I thought, God showed us a part of his fun side.
I mean, this was impulse. This is what I felt right after I saw the shining, shimmering sun with its marvelous halo. I immediately put into words what I felt and there you go.
Despite all the good and more bad things that happened here that is related to the elections, God still loves us. Look, he showed some magic today!
Actually, I also thought that the halo is like a magnifying glass and the sun is God's eye. GOD IS WATCHING US YA KNOW! It's just today that's he's letting us see that he's watching us. LOL!
Ever since I was introduced to The Big Bang Theory by my good friend Rey, I was thinking of becoming a comic book aficionado. I was looking for some good comic book stores here in the city for a couple of weeks and I found one today. A really good one. They had their comic books on sale! One original costs only Php 50.00. Now isn't that nice.
I was browsing randomly and picked these two.
I was thinking of maybe buying more since it was on sale, but I figured that I might be bored easily. So this'll probably be a weekly hobby for me. It might not be on sale next week anymore, but what the heck!
Oh, and but the way, the store's name is NEWS FLASH and is located in Ayala Center Cebu.
This hobby is supposed to be during childhood days. It's not yet too late, right? Heh!
