Fist and Faith

I really like to sweat a lot. So, working out every once in a while has been a hobby for me since I went to college. My friends somehow triggered this tiring task since they also work out. Edjie told me about a few years back that his body wasn’t made for boxing for the reason that he has a small wrist. Well, not really small but it wasn’t big enough for boxing. I don’t want to think that I also have a small wrist, which I do, because I love to box.

I watched boxers in Youtube; their style, vitality, body, movements, and the wrist. They have big wrists! Ok, my body isn’t also made for boxing. But I still punch the bag, though. I also still shadow box.

So why do I love to box? First of all, I want to have a beautiful body. It’s a stimulator every time I stop sweating in the gym. I can also simulate weird things in the gym with the punching bag. For example, there will be a fight in front of me and I have to do something or I were engaged in a fight. Things happen, shit happens, so it’s better to be prepared.

But what is the use of these fists? Is it really to get involved in an uncontrollable fighting? Hmmmm, come to think of it, yes, in a suitable situation, that is. In the anime Bleach, Sado was told by his abuelo (grand father) that his big fists aren’t used to fight those who hurt him, but to protect those dear to him. So are mine.

Whenever I’m alone and these hormones kick up, I tend to imagine that I’m beating up somebody to hell. I get into situations that are similar in real life you know although it didn’t reach the fighting scene. But when I calm down and the hormones aren’t kicking anymore, my smooth talking self awakens. I begin to work by the book. I mean the biblical way.

I have faith in all I do, whether it may be small thing, a big one, or whatever. I haven’t punched anyone in my current strength also. I’m in a state where I want to punch yet I don’t want to punch someone. It’s kinda ironic but that’s me. I don’t to resort in some fist fighting if I can help it. If possible, talking things out would be the best way so that I won’t get hurt and I won’t hurt anyone.

Jesus said that there is no greater love than laying down his life for his friends. It would be cool if one day I can carry out that love to the fullest. Just like my favorite anime characters do in their fight against evil and for their principle and love. But of course, like I said, I don’t want to resort in reckless fighting and if I do, you should know that I won’t easily give up and I’d give it all I’ve got. That’s my way of the ninja (lol :)).